I want to sail across the seven seas. I want to climb a mountain. I want to fly a plane. I want to study law. I want to travel to every country in the world. I want to help suicidal and depressed people. I want to have many friends, from different countries. I want to close my eyes and scream. I want to write a book. I want to write more poems. I want to be better than I can ever be.endless I want to love myself. I want to be loved. Heck, I want to get married! Most of all, I want to live life in such a way that when I go, I'll welcome the abyss of darkness and the endless oblivion that awaits me.