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alexis hill
Poems
Mar 2014
Common Understanding
just pop
another Xanax
right behind
his back
he doesn't
like the
way
they make
me act,
he doesn't understand
the anxiety
attacks
flashbacks,
or
lack of
the feeling
of security
it seems to
me theres
no safety
doesn't matter
how you
hold it
turn it sideways
or mold it
there's no way
to control
it
I finally
saved up
enough trust
but told
me they
were completely
sold out of it
and every time
I try to build
repair
and believe
somehow the
foundation just
rots like wood
and crumbles like
stone
I'm so alone
I need relief
reflect on
myself
just help...
underneath my
sleeves
I hide
my scars
- I wear them
and some have
faded
some remain
like I'll never be
able to erase them
a daily
reminder
of the loathing
and perpetual self hatred
and they say
I'll make it.
but I see how
it's wearing them down
so I'm just going to fake it
till my smile breaks it
just wishing they would
understand all of this...
Written by
alexis hill
28/F/New York
(28/F/New York)
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