Recycled thoughts that were thought before, I have to think a new but the same memory comes back where is my imagination, where is my free thought.
Like a nightmare I cant think things anew, just that same thing, that same thought recycled in my mind once more.
I need to feel things, to think of things that havent happened. Not to use these old thoughts, ideas chaffed at the edges as used to much. Cobwebs in my mind I need to wake my mind, to make to see things anew.