I am doomed to forever be lonely
and I might just bleed to death with the pain of it.
Sounds melodramatic but I won't apologize for
my feelings
or cover them up
because you're gonna have to ******* get over it
if you're gonna read my poetry,
or for real, any poetry at all,
and honesty leads to understanding
and understanding creates love
and if I'm not honest, no one will love me,
and if I am honest, then some of them will hate me;
it's worth it, if maybe one day someone will
hear my voice carrying and want to actually
*listen.