Sleep, sleep, sleep
Too much, not enough;
Not reaching a balance,
What is wrong?
Where has the time gone?
Lack of focus,
Lack of I don't know what.
Nothing is definite,
Nothing is permanent,
Nothing makes sense.

Help, help, help
I don't know what's wrong,
My eyes are closing.
All I want is to crawl into bed
And curl up into a ball,
Leaving this world behind
To find that place in my mind,
That place where all is locked inside
For none to find.

****, ****, ****
Nothing's been done.
These demons are attacking,
Fighting for control.
Who are you?
Who am I?
I've changed too much
To recognize who I am.
There's work to do
Papers piling up.

Pain, pain, pain
My mind is cracking,
Emotions are flowing
At unexpected moments
I don't know what's happening.
Thoughts are leaving before fully forming,
Leaving much confusion.
Not knowing is making me sick,
Unmotivated to do anything
Except lie here staring at a wall.