right to the core of a problem that refuses to be solved, defying absolution like time against our wishes sending the whole **** plane into a tailspin— around and around and around like the whirlwinds of history’s echo channeled through muffled ears— nowhere to go, no way to think your way out of a past that clings to your back, claws digging and steadfast, digging for answers, for resolution— some kind of ablution, so the everyday gnawing may cease to be—might, perhaps let us be present without past tense.