its like im in a hole. its really deep and dark and looking up there is light but its too far away . i know i will never be able to reach it. this hole im stuck in. it has windows so people see me. theyre looking at me but they cant reach me. they cant touch me i can only just see their outline. i walk around in circles walk around in circles that is unless im just sitting. too tired to move theres no way out too tired to live