I’m sitting all alone in my room
Trying to find myself
In silence,
In this place of confusion


I want to get out,
But walking through that door,
I can't give a shout
All I do is to cry more and more


Behind all the smiles were the tears
Behind all the comfort were the fears
Everything you think you see,
Wasn't everything there was to me.


I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
For I designed a mask to hide my pain in smile.
My heart is now crying full with tears
I wish the pain inside me clears.