I don't get why you'd carve me like this Ripping out my heart Grasping it in you iron grip Clasping the blood in a bursting vessel Through a laced ribbon Controlling my breathing as you will Heaving dry tears A nail pierces my eardrum Deaf to my newfound reality Stuffed with what's acceptable for me to obtain My casing is alien Feeling only the nauseating saliva; clammy sweat rubbing between my fingers Succumbing to the meaningless reality we hail