I’ve never struggled with words before, The bending of language I do adore, Yet each time I try to write to describe Your effect on me my mind just dies, My brain befuddled, hollow and weak, Taken aback not unlike that of disease, I get so nervous, seeming somber and wrecked, But inside I am all that is vexed, I want so dearly to be near to you, I consider the distance but only a step or two, I wait for your words to find my phone, I sit still and stare at it when I’m alone, I anticipate the fletched light to be shone, I hope someday to call your heart home.