im afraid the sun doesnt wait for me in the morning im afraid people will love me for the wrong reasons im scared of people understanding art one day im scared people will look at me and think of me as an ideal teen dreamer im afraid the stars are just reflections of the people who are sad im afraid my soul is decaying as i think of ways to save myself im afraid to let go of my mothers hand during prayer im afraid of speaking up to my preacher about the doubts ive written about the bible im afraid people will find out what type of photgraphy i like im afraid people will make fun of the music i listen to before i sleep im afraid the government keeps track of my internet history im afraid of falling in love with the devil im afraid of wonders i could have never thought of im afraid im just another one Gods children im afraid im just another one of those puppets Lucifer controls im afraid of the eyes i look into when i look at the mirror im afraid of a lot of things im afraid of my mom not coming home one day im afraid churches are illusions of a peaceful place im afraid the only peaceful place is your heart im afraid the only safe place is between your arms im afraid i only feel peace when im kissing you im afraid to live im afraid to die im afraid of myself