And when I listen, to the memories of yesterday I feel, I feel the terror ringing inside of me. A bell as the hour strikes. Waiting for a release, I know you don't deserve. Enough tears have I already spent, There's no need to cry again. To spend hours and days mourning The things you didn't even realize were dead. Just look at all the pain that surrounds me That has swallowed me whole during my sleep I have no control over what's happening- Where it will eventually lead my soulless corpse. I'm not okay with my control slipping away My breath becomes ragged, As people are starting to question this sudden divide Between this Pride made up of you and I. I don't answer as I finally escape the enemy lines And walk away.