Beginning to remember How it had just started Now it's gone I was gone for two weeks And the river is now frozen It was an inchoate group Laying the bricks One by one But they departed so soon Like the ignoramus men on the sidewalks Herding like sheep to make a living Like some old fat lady sitting by her children With a half filled cup of happiness Afraid of losing herself Like those water drops on cold winter mornings Forcing life to stay torpid Pragmatism collapsed into my veins and I heard the cat door slam and immediately looked at the clock It was dead