I think I am dying

Why do you say that  ?

I don't know , I'm lost

Can you come back ?



I lost myself today
Even more than I wanted to be
Maybe I'll go away
There're things I don't want to see

I escaped myself today
To be lost in the angry sea
Every drop is a new way
But I'm just too blind to see

I killed myself today
A dream that wanted to be free
But I wanted to stay
Maybe someone would've found me


What have I become
so many years and tears of guilt
Can I ever be one
With a heart that this pain built
You can see me fall
As I let go of your hand my friend
I will leave it all
And I'll be gone away  in the end


All I wanted was to live
life never gave me a chance to win
As I went deeper into the night
Every light started getting dim

I walked on without a pause
There was nothing that I could do
The road behind got so lost
I Couldn't return when I wanted to


Now every part of me is dying
I decay with every whisper I make
More lost with every answer I find
I fade away with every step I take


What have I become
Just a memory of my yesterday
Can I ever return
In those moments I want to stay
if I can't have it all
I've to let go of your hand my friend
I have to leave it all
And I'll be gone away in the end




I never wanted this to be real
But my dreams got the best of me
And now the wounds won't heal
Now please let me go , let me be

Every breath is like an arrow
Piercing right through my heart
Every moment is now sorrow
the darkness is falling apart

And I can see what I couldn't
Behind the clouds i can see me
I can reach but I wouldn't
Those moments , just let them be

And if I ever get born again
I want to be stronger than I am and i ever was
I know there'll always be pain
But can it find me , If I had always been this lost ?


What have I become
A ghost that may never leave
Will I ever return
In time to find the real me
You can have it all
Every last part that belongs to me
Make yourself a new doll
And Everything will be there but me