On the tossing water i float Like a straw shredded from the field, Unknown of its own destination. How gloomy I am! Like a lost dear strayed from its herd, Tracing no track nor any shelter. How gloomy I am! Like a young bird with pinions broken, Fluttering in vain, achieving no dream. How gloomy I am! Like a bud with no petals, Lying in the bed, Following the wind. How gloomy I am! Like a yellow fallen leaf, Rustling its pain in deaf ears. How gloomy----------------?