you mean so much to me
yet
I don't remember you.
you ache my heart and you're loved in my mind
yet
I don't remember hugging you.
I find it amazing how you can feel such strong feelings and emotion for someone when you don't know anything about them.
it's all the little thoughts that clutter my head and memories I wish I could have.
it hurts a lot
to know you don't have someone
to scare off all those bad boys
and to teach you how to ride a bike.

I've heard you were such a bright soul,
could light up a day with a smile.

but I hope you're okay up there in the sky.
just one more day I try not to cry.

*I love you dad.