Inside I feel like I'm just a quiet little girl Who is afraid of the world, Who is afraid to let anyone get close to her, Who is afraid to put herself out there. I try to be brave, Put on a strong face, And act like the world is mine for the taking. But that's not who I am. I try to mature, and learn to open up, I do wreckless things: I drink, I party, I have ***, But no matter what I do Something inside of me Won't let me grow up. Something inside of me Won't allow me To let the world in.