Saw myself blinking, in the mirror, I don't know what it stands for this thick fog won't become any clearer the sun won't shine like it did before. my insides are bursting up A burden I just can't keep stored This is a feeling I can sum up As a heart replaced by C4 listen to me when your only company is your own reflection He's the one who will always be Ready to aprecciate your soul collection Feels somehow weird when you look to the clouds And see none of the forms you used to see Now I can't have any doubts I grew up to be the demon I was afraid to be My home forest looks pale and erased That tree I used to climb now has turned for ashes I see now that I've never faced Reality, and now I suffer as it crashes, And it scratches The wounds that are now dug deep They keep coming, those hometown flashes And pin me down like it's inducted sleep Reality was the big old Bible Kept hidden inside the dusty bookshelf Now my path is a vicious cicle And I wimp like a baby like I bully myself Born, live, die, I pretend That's how my life should begin and end But my greed came, it seized my soul And it took us both to Inferno's blackhole