my 3rd vice my catalyst for food restriction desperate to sooth my shattered self image daily bombarded by airbrushed perfect female beauty braking my image of beauty and showing my cellulite followed by overloading information about fixing me regular exercise, beauty routines and Cal restricted diets insecurity the new female epidemic we fight for women's rights and threw the baby out with the bath water a basic human need unmet and exploited our legacy the English standard geneticly out of reach for women of color