i have lost myself. each breath is a mission, each hour of sleep is a miracle. i'm not sure how i became this. i remember nothing but the sound of her voice in my head.
this is not a love note, infact, it's far from it. this is me trying to find the words to explain everything i've felt for the last five years.
tomorrow will be fine, or at least, that's what i tell myself at night when everything seems impossible and the world seems to just cave in above my head.
dear whoever this may concern, i have lost myself. but i promise one day, i will find it again.