take hand in mine look square in the eye and say: you've been quiet all night. yesterday too. baby, i love you and no matter what you have to say i will love you. squirming, trying to be willed out of skin. apprehensively opening mouth to **** in a sharp breath. and they say: baby i... baby i... baby i just HATE MY *****. and i have been so scared to tell you because i know how much you love them and i love you so much that i just couldn't bear making you sad and it's not that i wanna be a 'boy' or anything like that i just hate my *****. they're not pretty like yours. my ******* aren't centered and they point out like an extra set of arms from my body so maybe if i had beautiful ***** like yours then, then i would like them. pausing to **** in a second jagged breath. continue to hold quaking hand, gripping skin a ghastly white. i say: baby, i know. i know you hate your *****. and that's okay with me. as long as it's okay with you that i love them so much. deal? heavy exhale, hue returning: *deal.
for my partner, with love. may your mammories always bring me the greatest of joy.