Feb 2014
I can't breathe
I trusted you again
I opened up to you again
I let you in my heart again
I forgave you again
You lied to me
about Lincoln our freshman year
about loving only me for 3 whole years
about me being enough
about me being beautiful
about you smoking and drinking
about you partying with friends in Omaha
about....everything
I do not know what to believe
since day one it's all been a lie to me
True love is what I thought I achieved
In reality, I've been drowning for 3 years in a sea
a sea of all the lies you've poured down on me.
I trusted you again
I opened up to you again
I let you in my heart again
I forgave you again
You lied to me
about Lincoln our freshman year
about loving only me for 3 whole years
about me being enough
about me being beautiful
about you smoking and drinking
about you partying with friends in Omaha
about....everything
I do not know what to believe
since day one it's all been a lie to me
True love is what I thought I achieved
In reality, I've been drowning for 3 years in a sea
a sea of all the lies you've poured down on me.
Finding out your one and only, your first true love cheated on you for an entire year KILLS! I have wasted 3 years of my life and I have lost many opportunities by letting him in. Everything has always been a lie. I have had a dark feeling for awhile and now I know to ALWAYS trust your gut!
