Fighting demons daily and avoiding dreams at night can cause ones loss of hearing and sometimes loss of sight. Reaching out for a branch to grab or a rope for you to hold makes one feel so weak and yet so terribly bold. I am waiting and calling for a lifeline to save my hidden soul but all I get is promises that swear I will be whole. Where can you turn, who can you really trust what can you do, the sun gets hot and your heart will rust. There is no god to throw a line so you just try to stay awake sometimes it isn't even really for your own sake. You fight the vicious world and bleed until your done when it comes right down to it you're the only one.