When I think of you leaving I see hundreds of scenarios And dialogs speed through my brain In some of them, you're as sad as I am that you're leaving In some, you pack your bags with angry words But in every single one There's a final hug, There's me breaking down, And begging you to stay, There's you actually going And leaving me all alone You can't just make me fall in love with you And then say, "Goodbye." There's me wondering if you're happier, There's always my paranoia, I always imagine you meeting a girl, I imagine you forgetting my face, And my laughter, Until I'm but a stranger And that new girl is all that runs in your mind There's me sitting by a phone waiting for a call That I'll never receive I see me being lonely and depressed Because you took my heart with you when you left
Just expanding on all these scenarios I see of my boyfriend leaving me.. I'm just terrified of the day that I'm nothing but "A series of blurs like I never occured." as DCFC so beautifully put it.