Why have I just trudged along,
Every day just as before.
You have caused my heart to yearn,
Yearn for something more.

And though I was not satisifed,
Before you came along,
I was complacent with what I had,
Now that all seems wrong.

Now what used to be just "okay,"
Just isn't good enough.
But leaving my little comfort zone,
Is going to be quite tough.

But I'm not sure I have a choice.
I can't ignore this any longer.
Like a magnet I am pulled to you,
I am scared..but also stronger.

I'm afraid if I never see your face,
I will lose the bigger fight,
The one I have with just myself,
Almost every single night.

So please don't treat this tritely,
For it's so much more to me.
And I can't let my life to go back,
To the way it used to be.