A picture is so much more interesting with contrast, movement, and different points of view and so is life so be kind to yourself if all of your pictures don't turn out because it happens to all artists and know that your most patient model is the one that you see in the mirror and learn from looking at yourself and be patient as the times goes by.
Time waits for no one and I wish I knew why it is always in such a hurry and still I am guilty of trying to **** some of it or trying to pass it and if I could only steal away a minute, I'd try to recall all of those lost years and then I'd take a second to reflect on all of my mistakes and wrong decisions that resulted in so many lost loves and all of the times I should have worn gloves when handling a situation.
In my remaining days or years, however long I may have, I will measure in moments the loves that have found me and the many times that I faced death only to rise from the flames and even though I can't control it, I can set the tempo to a rhythm of an infinite beat knowing that it might be in seconds,minutes, hours or years and it is not about how long we are here, but it is about what we leave.
Before my sands slip through the hour glass I hope my words will build a legacy to last from my poems about my life, my loves and my battles in the past in a time that went so fast as I try to relate that love is something we all embrace, not something just found on a face and sometimes it is an unwanted feeling creeping inside and impossible to hide as our hearts are broken and feelings down inside begin to be awoken.
Love, hate, selfishness, temptation... all play out in a matter of seconds and the battle between heart and mind begins and love becomes a story that never gets old, like the poetry I wrote when I was young that inspired words of long ago tomorrows so enjoy it while it is here because we look up and it is gone and we never had the time to say "so long."
Life's coming attractions are born of our imagination and the only real actions in our lives take place on that bridge between one another and while on that bridge pride says "it is impossible" and experience says "it is too risky" and reason says "it is pointless" while the heart whispers "give it a try" and it is only then that we can make a new start and play a new part. Jon York 2014