Dear gorgeous Dear love Dear liar Dear ***** Dear **** You ******* liar You let my heart break After four pointless months Pointless because you stopped giving a **** Long before it ended. So ****, thought i could have loved you Guess not, so its time to move on Although it hurts pretty bad I know you must not be right I may be beyond ******* sad But most goodbyes are. So i guess ill just say **** it Im used to being alone anyways It just hurts that you'd ******* stay for the one thing i hate most Pity. So ***** you Go ***** off Im done with people I can't take this **** much longer Believe me Im dying inside but I'll laugh on the outside Burying the tears under forced smiles and glazed eyes I can't believe it still.. That it's all over... That you were just like the rest.. Although you said you'd be different. I ******* laid myself open to you raw All you did was use those things as an excuse to stay around when you knew you didn't want to. When i told you, I was surprised that you stayed And you asked what people I've been around before Apparently ones like you. Just took you a little longer to get the picture.
Pretty much just a rant. People may say im stupid for maybe loving a girl after such a short time but it wasnt love yet, it was getting there. But she's just like the rest and now im broken again. Guess im used to it by now. But when I asked her why she didnt end it earlier, she said cause she was worried about me. Pity. I hate being pitied. So it was 1000 times worse because of that.
I do not feel this way anymore. This was a rant the night of a break up and I was not thinking, only feeling enraged.