runnin from something i can't define
losing my heart [but] holding my mind
too much blazing in my head
never sleep anymore in my bed
falling through oceans of disbelief
an undertow that won't let go of me

why can't i get you off my mind
i've tried, and died before, at least a thousand times

i'd like to be standing tall and free
but this cursed thing just won't let me be
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something's "off" tonight
and i need to write it outa me
tired. alone. afraid. .
of all that's lost you took the best of me

why can't we erase, start anew and clean
you, "be you" , i'll introduce you to me

when i lay down to sleep there's a space that's missing
between my arms
where my heart used to be
there's places in the dark where only you can see

times like now , i miss hearing you sing...