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Kamri Leigh Boutin
Poems
Jan 2014
Methamphetamine
I hate the way it changed everything.
The size of my waist, even the shape of my face.
I hate the way it destroyed my morals,
burned them to nothing right in front of my face,
and how it gives me every trait that I absolutely hate.
I hate how it gives me vision that accents every flaw on my skin,
I hate the way I grind my teeth,
and how I can never fall asleep.
I hate how I canβt sit still,
and how Iβm intrigued by all of the meaningless things.
I hate how empty it has made me,
and how it has introduced me to much darker things.
Convincing me that crystal and tar is all Iβll ever need.
I hate how it makes me feel too powerful,
too confident,
too invincible.
I hate how it makes me speak my mind,
even if it gets me in trouble.
Addiction has taught me a lot.
It has allowed me to look through the eyes of someone I never thought Iβd be.
By becoming a shell of a human being,
I have been given the ability to be reborn.
Gaining a new found passion in the world around me.
Almost a year clean.
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Kamri Leigh Boutin
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