On a paper, fully loaded **** that bullet Fire that pen So many words I can’t stand still Heart aching and mind racing Hold me till im numb I keep pacing Collect the pieces and let them drop Addicted to the irony of life Addicted to the bad habits of fun The spurge of coldness Creeping up my spine My hands are shaking I cant love still All I do is right in the wrong ways Mind tricks that blow away Stronger then your weakness of your throne Nothing should make sense Nothing ever makes sense Already played the games Already won the fame Everything should fall in place