It is not something that can be pulled at, or eaten away by a vulture. Not something that hope that shape and transform and turn into happiness. Listening to solutions over and over again, may bring your self destruction, but of course, who can actually help you? There is a thin line between all that you could feel and explore. The world is waiting for you to go and say hello, and stop hiding away. Because you have to know to ignore the negative, and highlight to the positive. Treat your self, lose weight to feel better about yourself, but take the healthy way. You need to learn to love yourself, because looking in the mirror and hurting the person who's staring back is not how you would treat everyone else, but I know it hurts when your bones are breaking under the pressure of living, but here's where the saddest part is, you absolutely have to be willing to be everything you wished, because you can't stay the way you are, right? It is a hardworking process, in the end, its worth it.