Every day around me I realize how lonely my life is. Lonely in mind. Lonely in heart. Lonely in my loneliness. Surrounded my muffled happiness of others and blurred out faces. My eyes a camera, only focused on the terrible places. Only focused on the things that hurt me. Cropping out even the slightest of positivity. And I suppose from a certain angle my eyes will see some light. But I'm so accustomed to the angle where the room's not so bright.