She remembers when she was little In school they'd warn against using drugs and smoking Used to scare us with statistics and facts She promised herself she'd never smoke or do drugs Why would anyone ruin their life like that?
Fast forward 10 years, she kept her promise so far She's obsessed with another kind of self destruction though She cuts her skin, purges, and starves She feels sympathy for people who do drugs and smoke After all, they're just numbing the pain