Draining my tears on a mountain of guilt
I built with the fears that held I my heart
Riding this horse now as pale as a ghost
with a sword dulled and stained
Waving in the wind
Falling to my knees

Breaking the sunlight, fracturing dreams
Pleading in voices now deaf to her ears
Drinking the kool aid, the glass was half full
Now I sit empty this nightmare alone
Begging her forgiveness
Ripping apart at the seams

Send me for I deserve nothing less
The white knighted system is nothing but me
Defending her honor with all I can give
Blind the decisions I thought she did need
As I humbly and sincerely
Return that final breath...hoping she accepts