Insanity- doing the same thing over and over and over again and expecting different results
The First Time...ended in downpour a shower of sorts self-inflicted and long she rolled off my body like water her name rolled from my mouth actually, her name was never in my mouth I did not swallow it or rinse with it it was not exchanged it just dropped ...like the water
The First Time...started with a call with nerves she was all conservative sweater her clothing did not betray her sunken in couch I was all of 16 my words betrayed me No, maybe I betrayed my words or maybe my mind betrayed us both or maybe all betrayed all each of my personalities lost within another I was all of 16, pre-downpour
The First Time...was the worst time sunken in couch to sunken in bed I was all of 16, I was all of betrayal She...was all LIBERAL They say, in the weakest of moments, the spirit is loosened from the body - a detachment of sorts in my most sensual of moments, my body was loosened from my spirit a weakness I guess
the first time ended with me in a ****** in a trashcan in a bathroom that was not mine the first time ended in downpour
~6 years~
The Second Time #post downpour/ pre-tempest
The Second Time...started with nerves with a call with an itch that needed scratching I already knew the ending -happy ...then downpour I was all of grown boy sunken in couch was a different chapter sunken in bed was a different chapter this time, I was the author
...the rest is still unwritten...
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