I've always been alone
But never lonely
I was always hollow
But never empty

I took things for granted
But somehow I did care
Now I look for a sign
I search for it everywhere

I was always in a cave
But now I'm in a shell
There are no walls
But I'm still trapped in hell

I hurt myself even more
But somehow I don't bleed
I want to be a prisoner again
I'm not ready to be free

I'm doomed by my own consciousness
Thoughts , they never leave
A shadow that befalls my darkness
My eyes no longer speak

My heart is filled with dynamite
Just a push and it'll break
I thought love was infinite
Maybe it is , maybe I'm filled with hate

But what i lost will haunt me
Will i ever smile again
Mirrors now taunt me
And all i see is pain

Reflection is lost in self
The desire to live is gone
These cards that life has dealt
An ace i burned of my own

Scars will tell my story
Once I've bled , I'll be gone
My cold body will breathe no more
I'll finally forget what life have shown

My life has no reasons
To live like this i wasn't born
She took all the life i had
She took it along , she's gone

And now i seek only solitude
But it doesn't mean I want to be alone
I need solitude in disguise
All i have now are old songs

That i play in my head
Of all the things i didn't get
I try to cut myself
But i know I'll never forget

It feels like I'm dead
All the pain is in my heart
All the voices in my head
Just ripping me apart

And I'm going crazy
Never been this deranged
I'll never be happy again
It feels like its never 'gonna change

So give me solitude
I don't want to be alone
So give me solitude
So i can believe she's gone