We revel in the sky,
and dusk,
and eventuality.
Love,
hopelessness,
diaspora.
Moment to moment,
we are the ever-changing aurora.
Our lights and our heat,
in the fading dark
we watch the horizon
where the mountains meet.
The tracers go,
round by round,
beginning at the muzzle in heroic glory
ending in the stomach with epic sorrow.
The sky is large,
the moon is bulging,
the clouds are pastel and burning,
smeared by the wash of darkness.
I am famished, but painless
because pain
is the dim smolder of love and freedom
suffocating deep inside.
That fire has not been stoked,
untouched for a while.
The oven has gone black,
the charcoal tastes mild.
And I have been loved with no freedom.
And lived for freedom with nothing to love.
I have gained wisdom,
and talked to myself.
The sky aches for its reunion with the horizon;
humbles itself, all out of color now,
and hungers for the embrace
of the mountains.
Into the murk,
the tracers go,
round by round,
lighting up that dividing line,
between hungry sky
and famished mountain
creating separation
in a world lost in time.
The tracers go,
round by round,
beginning in heroic glory,
ending in epic sorrow.