I am not normally one to be at a loss of words The funny thing is around you I get tongue tied I wonder what do I fear we have been friends for many years I wonder do I fear rejection, or am I seeking protection for my heart? I am wondering if maybe, I don't want to lose such a great friend Life is so complicated sometimes If I don't take a chance I will never know I don't want to be haunted by the should have done I will muster up the courage and send you a message I hope that sometime soon I can do a happy dance