Find a reason or an excuse to avoid What you feel and how it burns inside How it effects you they can't understand To far, to intense, to much on your plate They beg you to let them help, yet you escape When really it's you, no other to blame You made a mistake couldn't handle their gaze Oh hide emotion because of your past Open to nobody for fear of the out Once knowing your weakness you no longer could face Knowing they knew your inner most pain For another's affection was to much to take Then because you can't cope you push them away Then scold yourself as you let them go Then sleep at night thinking are they alone Oh hushabye fool oh lament the loss Only you could have told them you felt to much More emotion than you could ever have known The love they showed you was nothing you'd known The end came silent you could no longer talk You simply couldn't take in it's all Now a memory, and what of the cost? You can't repair what you, alone lost
A few lines I've kicked about without a purpose. Looking at open emotions and trapped pain. A battle of emotions like west side story. Good bad etc Probably re write it. There gives a thought, re write. life. To answer a question. "Sandcastles" because like them we destroy what we build I guess.