if the past haunts you, then exorcise yourself bathe yourself in the sunlight and bid goodnight to Mother Moon lay down in fields of daisies and lavender take in their scent, as they will take in you, as one of them hug the trees, feel their bark beneath your hands tend to their needs, love them as you will learn to love yourself let the stars of the night sky, guide you to a better life as you relearn your ways. Feel the grass and the mud and the dirt of the Earth between your toes it may feel unusual to begin with, but let it be you will grow accustomed to the way that nature infiltrates you you will learn to love it, as it loves you and then, you will learn to love yourself, soon
this is where you allow the past to be left where it belongs as a place in the foggiest realms of your mind not to be forgotten, but just left untouched
you are here, now you are a living being full of might and beauty with potential explosive enough to brighten the dusky night skies
you are free to live with the Earth and you are free to live in this moment do not let the more dismal times that left you in dismay stunt the being you are growing to be now you've left behind those days
the future is calling and it is not to be ignored nor is to be feared, or delayed