Jan 2014
It's happening again
I am spiraling down
Feeling like I am losing memory
Feeling like being a useless
Oxygen consumer
It's happening again
My life being ******* up
Me going and knocking
On the doors I said I wouldn't
It's finally happened
I am there
Everything was blurry
But I am there
I am spiraling down
Feeling like I am losing memory
Feeling like being a useless
Oxygen consumer
It's happening again
My life being ******* up
Me going and knocking
On the doors I said I wouldn't
It's finally happened
I am there
Everything was blurry
But I am there
Just to sadden everyone.⦠I am never okay, never have been⦠everyday feels horrible.⦠no sleep just study and stay up never sleeping because I fear losing my memories.
