Remember when we went to the movies? Remember when you bought me a football and we played catch? Remember when I made a bubble so I wouldn't inhale your smoke? Remember when you disappeared? Remember when you came back? Remember that cycle? Remember when I was over my friends and you called and I let him talk to you because I didn't wanna hear your lies? Remember that void you left? Remember on your famed holiday at church, I ran to the bathroom because you weren't there? Remember when all my uncles consoled me because my eyes felt like they could reenact Niagara? Remember you came back and said you changed, after the letters that said you would change? Remember when you still did the same thing? Remember all the times I graduated and you weren't there? Remember when someone mentions you, I get really quiet? Do you? Well, I remember all that you haven't done. And I often wonder why...