For my family
I'm sorry.
There is no blame
dropped on you
don't wreck yourselves
with grief
the belief that your actions
brought about my fall
are misguided
not what I want
at all
For my friends
I love you all
to the sweet end
for this is not bitter
but better
I cherished every moment
we lived together
For my brother
go on to achieve
more than you think
you can
and if you ever get
discouraged
don't worry
you have a secured spot
as coolest brother ever
in the heart of this
dead man