It took 3 years for me to learn but
there is a difference between feeling
lonely
and alone
there is life right in the chambers of the heart
I've tried endlessly to burn to the ground
I cant
burn the house I grew up in to the ground
  no matter what I do
37.2 trillion cells are with me
and summer doesn't have to leave if I
plant tulips on my stomach
I can't lose
I can't
I can't