I can't seem to tell If you're expressing undercover Or if you're really that ignorant. How adorable Watching a pretty girl lie, ******* denial at the teeth. If I remember correctly When you were really under covers I held your gaze. Maybe you forgot The way you held me close Yet never close enough. Or the way you kissed back With such a passion That YOU initiated in the first place. Take back then your words Of how okay you felt for the first time in forever. Take back the desire you craved And still do from time to time In order to keep to your word now. Sorry sweetheart You choose your own destiny And I stopped playing your games long ago. You made your decision to hide yourself To deny how much you cared And gave up your chance for the last time. So I bid you a good night And a fair life Where our memories won't haunt you anymore. And you can forget about my existence I'll make it easy for you now You've clearly made your choice.
Sorry this is a complete rant. I just saw something from a girl i used to care very much for saying that she's straight which wouldn't bother me if it hasn't been for the past we have and her telling me that with me she felt more herself than ever before. Sorry sweetheart can't have it both ways.