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Dec 2013
I can't seem to tell
If you're expressing undercover
Or if you're really that ignorant.
How adorable
Watching a pretty girl lie,
******* denial at the teeth.
If I remember correctly
When you were really under covers
I held your gaze.
Maybe you forgot
The way you held me close
Yet never close enough.
Or the way you kissed back
With such a passion
That YOU initiated in the first place.
Take back then your words
Of how okay you felt
for the first time in forever.
Take back the desire you craved
And still do from time to time
In order to keep to your word now.
Sorry sweetheart
You choose your own destiny
And I stopped playing your games long ago.
You made your decision to hide yourself
To deny how much you cared
And gave up your chance for the last time.
So I bid you a good night
And a fair life
Where our memories won't haunt you anymore.
And you can forget about my existence
I'll make it easy for you now
You've clearly made your choice.
Sorry this is a complete rant. I just saw something from a girl i used to care very much for saying that she's straight which wouldn't bother me if it hasn't been for the past we have and her telling me that with me she felt more herself than ever before.
Sorry sweetheart can't have it both ways.
Nicole
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Nicole  27/Non-binary/Wisconsin
(27/Non-binary/Wisconsin)   
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