Thinking about my social life or lack of one I hide with work keeping busy my job gives me enough hours but not enough to make me full time I jumped into the vicious circle I called dating Ive met beautiful women but their insecurity makes me doubt myself Ive lost so much respect I admire ppl but if they dont think highly of themselves why am I praising them Everyone has a struggle take on the fear dont play the victim just know someone else has it worse I respect what I do why should I give and settle for less. I was never 1st pick why should I settle I found away things arent always in my favorite. Ive done things others have never tried been place othets have never been Its just mind blowing how others try to tell me or look down on me. I bust my *** for mine while others are handed everything I work for. I'll never kiss *** or give up alwaus detoured or side tracked with bs that has nothing to do with me I walk away because I might say something I might regret so I do mind my mouth I dk the situation or the whole story so why jump the gun.