Preponderance gifts so weighty costly in this regard the truly hard part to step forth and be Truly you because others are so important you give beyond price achingly so their glory is Bestowing in them the undertow real life crushing all pretense gone triviality what airiness Weightless worthless what times when compassion diligence of thought buys unheard of Pasture lands fields black soil you stir up the deepest regard you exhaustively search your soul And find seeds that are worthy for the planting it will flourish golden grain that is beholding They will lift their eyes see the swaying harvest an all knowing concentration will grip them I Have left the common the austere will cause a shaking a piercing knowing this is an open heart Speaking giving how we yearn for such times here is the opportunity to sink our most tender Thoughts deep the entanglements every twisted destruction that puts on the show and claims Such rewards that only prove to be more disappointments bow you bow inwardly hard clay like Soil is passed and all the choking devices are over powered you feel a new surging it explodes in All directions falsehood in all of it disguises wither under this purity of emotion commitment I Detest the former existence I called living from now on my words my life will touch you reach You at the hurting points you will receive health beyond what a physician can give I will speak With fire yes divine that is never at a loss it knows everything it evokes joy peace and triumphs In the hardest places of the heart your tears that in some cases are a history of years of sorrow These seeds that are going to be sowed eradicate they are pure and healthy to the point they **** the poison seeds planted by enemies whole time periods of your life will be renewed some Will for the first time in many years see how beautiful the sun really is darkness and gloom will Be driven from your life you fought valiantly but it was only in your power you didn’t die but You have only survived as a wounded tormented one a golden life will replace the tarnished One we all have even brought accusations against ourselves creating more feebleness we have Lived in the most apprehensible circumstances there is no escape from this prison when you by Loyalty to falsehood think you are doing right but every decision cast you deeper into the pit The Key I found that is the seed I speak of that provides and gives all freedom is profound but Simple as blind but now I see an antidote talk of sometime by many and by others ignored Almost completely but open all you are to the greatest power we can and are at different Degrees snarled over time one trouble sets it in motion wrong reaction kills our defense in this World that is most dangerous and deadly everything about this season distils down to this fact Every malady every life ending hope can and will be restored in this gracious copious fact He is The embodiment of all virtue I don’t have to live a life of disappointment and failure never Reaching the hurting the potential for glories’ living is yours and mine it all rest in just this act You must decide I could say don’t be deceived by all the lies and misconceptions I have to give Up all the things I love this is not true this word of truth will set you free the things I once loved I now hate the things of God I hated now I love this is the real truth and value of Christmas While hear enable yourself to bless and truly love others here lately I have struggled with so Many public and private people dying I wanted an answer I wanted to see the real continuance Of those that I love I found it this piece gives revelatory exact true expression look around we Need a provision an escape from what’s coming I will not look at you in judgment with tears And say you just weren’t worth it your worth everything you don’t need to know but I know I Will continue in the fire of affliction and I will through him reach more as the word says pluck Them from the very burning