I could say I understand and I do say "I understand," with my Oscar winning voice with my imploring eyes that ask you for more, while subtly looking, at your crusted scars I imagine some catatonic feline, curled in your gut, waiting stoically to make the next cut the next surgically precise silent scream joined by other equally ferocious growls that only you can hear, if you are lucky enough for them to drown out the howls of your heaving heart I can say "I know what you feel," you with your sacred steel I can wipe the blood from your thighs I can smell the stale silence of your cries all the while looking through your soaking soul mercilessly forgetting, your slicing red chants, were meant to awaken a deaf mute world
I have seen dozens of "cutters" in my office, but I can never claim to be were they live, with their razors and their hidden red lines