The holidays are here and the cold has frosted my heart.
I see everybody falling in love and I'm reminded of you.
How lonely I've become and how bitter I feel.
I miss you. I miss the very concept of you.
All my cocoa has long since been frozen and my porch has long since been a slick sheet of ice.
I suppose that all I really want this year is to be warm again.
I'm sorry I'm so selfish. I'm sorry to write such a thing after what I've done. I'm so so sorry to express such unfair desires. But most of all, I'm infinitely full of regret. I don't expect anything from these words, but I just wanted it to be known..